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AIR SHOW......
*drowls.* 

well, LIFE IS VERY UNFAIR.
it's clear you can't have everything in life... something disheartens you but soon god never forgets to make you happy. but, what if the happiness you are getting is not what you expect? ok, maybe i should not be negative...
so, something importants happening on wednesday... hope it goes well...
PLS GOD!
(selfish pleas.) 

oh...i hope the former sec 4 are happy with their postings...and for those who still are finding place or appealing... i'll pray for you & hope you get in what's best for you.. ;) 
as my bro say, : "whatever happens, happens for the best." 
i'll chant it for a while.

 some ppl give a lot of credit than i really deserve. haiz...even my parents, they just complimented me for cooling down a lot in the holiday....like obeying & stuff, doing my chores without them have to tell me and stuff. i did'nt ask them for a single penny. hahas.
it's just like i'll lost myself in this holidays... i'm not me. hahas...or i really have changed? 

well, i'm getting good at controlling my anger. hahas... just found this today while sweeping the floor. well, dad came home for lunch.. mum was out for work & i was sweeping the floor. so i have this weird thing of getting really pissed when some1 makes loud chewing sound when they eat since like i was born, that's what my grandma told me.
my dad has this habit of 'chewing loudly' & i was kinda pissed as always but instead of giving the "pfft" experssion...i went to my room, pluged in my headphones & blast the volume of my mp3. hahas... & i was happily sweeping. the end.
hahas, i once got beaten when i was 8 as i shouted at my dad, "stop making that sound...it's so irritating!!!"
hahas. since then i've just been giving the 'pfft" experssion. hahas.



"i hope my wish come true." 

nothing great to write about.
life sucks without school... everybody seems so busy except me. hahas.
well, my dad agreed me creating a design on my room wall. cool! just that i need to create a design and colour scheme to go with my jade green wall. haiz. haiz..... wait, i feel lazy to paint cuz must shift stuff.. haiyo.haiyo.
ok, i'm done...