Vanilla Twilight.

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today was rather fruitfull. hahas! 
went relief teaching to teck whye :0  felt so weird eh. god bless. i'd have good classes. Had 3C as 1st class... emo though.. but pretty manageable. Next was 1F, omg! i had so much fun with them....noisy but really hilarious ppl, i even got to give 2 guys nick name. hahas, care bear & next teck whye idol. hehe. i would love to relief them again. Next had 4C/D... really blissful. they are so calm and motivated. impressed.

after ending....met Yi Zhen & Jovinson for lunch =) then while leaving bumped into denry & haikal, so decided to go home tgt. hahas, then suddenly remember raneesha's b'day. so called her down and chatted away for hours. Had a really wonderful time talking about the funny things we did back in sec 4. hehe.

After missing 6 985 buses decided should go home...hahas! a guess what, Xiao ting was boarded the bus. What a co-incedence. Lols...i always get to go home with her whenever i'm in school. hahas! 
dreading tmr... have sec 3/4 for 2hrs. ARG! i'm positive.

lastly ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RANEESHA a.k.a THE SEXY BITCH.
hehe.

today's April fool's day & i fooled my bro. Ahahahahahahahahahahah!!! so cool.
anws, i'm feeling sick...guess it's the after effect of eating lost of junk food for past few months. well, i have a solution to that.
i'm officially going vegetarian.
for only a week la. giggles.
yep. not at all difficult =) 

arg! why does school has to start in July when every1's start in april. feel so weird.

i'm like constantly listening to music. i feel high and depress. lols.

happen to pass by zaaty's blog and she wrote. scratch that. she asked,
 "Have you ever have a crush on someone that can hurt you so bad?" 
 yes! :) hahas, just be strong zaaty...u'll be ok. friends will always be there...like i have durga & brendan :) they'll know what i mean.

i'm so moodyly quiet these days or atleast feel .like i'm very slowly rotting away. haiz.... listening to music and remembering all the past memories both good & bad. i miss school. sobs.

people keep asking me whether am i still in RP or in NAFA?
well, i have offically gotten a place in NAFA.... can't wait for school to start but it starts only in july! WTH.
patience is all i need:)


ah, in love with this song. :) ENJOY!

The stars lean down to kiss you
And i lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'cause i'll doze off safe and soundly
But i'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you dear
'cause i wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'til i look at my hands and feel sad
'cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though i haven't slept in two days
'cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When i think of you i don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone i don't feel so alone

As many times as i blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And i'll forget the world that i knew
But i swear i won't forget you
Oh if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling i wish you were here

hello ppl, i'm getting better day by day from my dramatic fall last week. Thank you, those who asked me how i am. really Appreciated.

was watching; NAT GEO FRONT LINE DAIRIES: HONOUR KILLING.
my reaction: get a life *******. yep, feeling better.

it's a documentry on a women in Pakistan. Her husband took out her eyes, cut off her nose JUST because he saw her talking to another man. WTf man!? the reason was that, the holy book APPROVES punishing this way because of HONOUR. i so DISAGREE!!!!!!!
from what i know & learn, god will never want any1 to use violence to solve any kind of problem...no matter how big or small is it. It's god's & law's job to do it. COME ON!!! there is a limit to misreading the holy book.
!@#$%^&*. is there any humanity left??? 

i'm really sorry if you feel i'm overreacting but the truth is i personally don't like it. why does the men get all the freedom? knowing this situation is improving but in the rural areas it is still freaking same. Women undergoing physical abuse. i'm just dissapointed.
all i can do is to pray for them, from the bottom of my heart. yep.  

(haiz...i feel like this.)

my right hand's freaking swollen!!!
cried almost the whole night because very very pain (from bottom of my heart...i really mean it)  just if i turn here it sends a 24V current. though it was better this morning and afternoon but it's starting to hurt again and it's bloated back. OUCH! and so unglam.
my leg's totally blue-black at the knee where my thin veins can be seen. yew! gross! it's better but my brother wacked it with his math book just now though he claims it was all just an accident. 
!@#$%^&*
my fingernail is fine only without any contact with water. hehe.

p.s. never the less i'm still alive.

 

well, today was a disaster. seriously.
this year started so bad for me & seems to stay the way it is. man!!!
couldn't sleep properly as kept dreaming of some random things for hours & hours.....
 the worst part was the falling in the toilet while cleaning it and snaping my fingernail till it started bleeding.. arg!!!!!! hate blood.

haiz... well, atleast mum was sweet and nice to me; help put medicine...my right hand & leg is all bloated. god bless me.